Back from my latest visit with some good news

The scan of my heart was my first stop at the Cleveland Clinic this morning. It was an hour of freezing cold in a noisy machine. The first IV site for the contrast didn't work. The nurse was good though. It didn't really hurt going in and as soon as she noted that it wasn't good she pulled it and went to the other arm with no problems. They are completely professional there and before my appointment, my MyChart notified me that I was to not have jewelry, zippers or my insulin pump. Thus the freezing. I went in a plain T-shirt, yoga pants and my fast flats.
After my hour in the machine we headed to Dunkin for some food and caffeine. Made it back with plenty of time for my cardiology appointment.
I really liked this doctor. My questions were answered in detail and my concerns addressed. He explained the differences in the type of arrhythmia that I have been having and the type that happens with cardiac sarcoidosis. He listened to my fears and my concern about how my arrhythmia showed up at the same time that I was being diagnosed with this disease.
The results of the scan didn't come in until after I left today. I read the report though. It looks promising.
Rheumatology was my last appointment. The doctor was intelligent but I felt like I was having to pry answers from him. He basically said that I need to see a neurologist. He did schedule the MRI for my brain. I have to figure out scheduling for that.
So, those are the fun details from this trip. Time for bed now. I'm hurting and have a massive headache.

Back for another visit

Tomorrow is the MRI of my heart. I don't know if the results will be ready by the time I see my new cardiologist but I certainly hope so. It would be nice to have an answer before I leave. I am not looking forward to the scan. The last one was an hour. I'm just hoping to finally have an answer as to why the SVT is back and why I keep feeling like something is wrong with my heart.
I have an appointment with the rheumatologist last. This will be my first visit to this specialty. I'm a little afraid of this visit. I know this is the doctor to help the most with the pain but the medications involved scare me. The idea that he may want to suppress my immune system really scares me.
I'm getting ahead of myself though.
Robert is here with me to keep me going strong and to remind me to take care of myself. I'll keep praying for answers and healing. It is comforting in a way but hard to do at times. I trust in Robert and I trust in God but I think that fear of the unknown is just natural.

Thought it was going to be a good day

So the results of the stomach emptying test I'd that its a little slow but normal. Back to trying to find out what makes me feel full all of the time and sick to my stomach.
I woke up with some pain today so I took a pain killer to get me through shopping and chores. I actually was feeling pretty normal.
The... while cooking I started feeling strange and a little dizzy. My face felt hot and I felt like my heart was in my throat. I checked my sugar but it was find. I tried my finger pulse thing but I guess I missed the event. My pulse was in the mid 80's.
I have one week to get through until I see my new cardiologist at Cleveland Clinic. Just one week. I think that I can make it.

Testing tomorrow

Tomorrow I go to USF for a test on my stomach. I have not been able to get an appointment with the gastro doctor at Cleveland Clinic for a day when I have others so I'm doing it here. The pain when I eat has become a serious issue and I just can't continue to wait.
I just want all of this over. It hurts. I feel like every time I get a little better, something else happens. It just never ends. I'm just so tired of being sick.

Crying won't help but sometimes...

I know crying doesn't help but sometimes you just have to. I know asking won't give me answers, but why me?
Eating hurts. It doesn't matter if it is just applesauce or yogurt. My stomach literally hurts. It isn't just nausea or gas. It hurts. My whole abdomen gets rock hard. Sometimes I get gas. Sometimes I vomit. But not until after the pain. I've tried eating slower but most of the time I eat so little that I don't know that it makes any difference.
I'm having another one of those weekends stuck at home. I honestly feel as if leaving my apartment would be dangerous. I'm dealing with the stomach pain, pain in the rest of my body, the headache, the dizzy spells and the overall feeling of just being sick.
I hate this. Why me? I know it doesn't do any good to ask but I can't help it.