Back for another visit

Tomorrow is the MRI of my heart. I don't know if the results will be ready by the time I see my new cardiologist but I certainly hope so. It would be nice to have an answer before I leave. I am not looking forward to the scan. The last one was an hour. I'm just hoping to finally have an answer as to why the SVT is back and why I keep feeling like something is wrong with my heart.
I have an appointment with the rheumatologist last. This will be my first visit to this specialty. I'm a little afraid of this visit. I know this is the doctor to help the most with the pain but the medications involved scare me. The idea that he may want to suppress my immune system really scares me.
I'm getting ahead of myself though.
Robert is here with me to keep me going strong and to remind me to take care of myself. I'll keep praying for answers and healing. It is comforting in a way but hard to do at times. I trust in Robert and I trust in God but I think that fear of the unknown is just natural.